I Love Him..I Love Him Not..I Love Him..Not?

"..if love never lasts forever,
what's forever for?.."

Dear lonely isle,

Last night I had a dream.
He held my hand and he said,

'I want us again, but I don't know if I can keep you,'

When asked what he meant, he said,

'I don't know if I can keep you in love with me."

And that woke me up. (not literally, as in, it just made me think.)
Somehow, it's true.
I don't know what makes me fall, and I don't know what keeps me falling.
And I don't know what makes me stop.

It scares me sometimes.

Why is it that some of us don't stay in love?

And no, the dream kinda 'hanged'....tergantung.

To be continued?

Maybe I'll find out tonight...

love, joyce.