Saturday, April 08, 2006

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"..I would fall asleep,
only in hopes of dreaming,
but nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting,
they disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

Dear lonely isle,

Well this war is going no where, or at least from where I'm standing I don't see anything significant. So, pretty much my campaign looks like a flop but still I'm trying.
Heh, you can't stop a fool from fighting a losing battle :)

It sounds silly even as I type this, and it certainly doesn't look like it's gonna get any better, but I don't really know what I'm doing anymore. I guess I just bob around from day to day, living one hour at a time, and not thinking about anything much except the next skirmish.
I guess winning campaigns were mapped out much better than this, and that the commander actually had a grand strategy, or a plan nonetheless. Makes you wonder how I fail eh?

My advisors tell me that subtlety is of the essence and that in everything I do, caution must be laid and having a general feel about the whole matter is important. All out battles are a no no I'm told. Rather, attacking and retreating and attacking and retreating seems to be in fashion now, and that I really should give it a try. But no one can tell me when it is I'm supposed to engage the target, before fleeing into the bushes once more. It comes naturally eh? So this is why my campaigns tend to fail...

It was an accident really, somehow I tripped, and then I fell, and then this mess pretty much came up to meet me.

I'm considering sending out kamikaze troops or perhaps joining the suicide bombers, but lets hold them till the last possible moment shall we? I'm not giving up on this yet.

Wish a soldier luck, will you?

love, joyce.

PS: if all else fails, I'll make a grand last stand...