Tuesday, January 15, 2008

So Sick

"..have you ever been low?
have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
when the truth came out,
were you the last to know?
were you left out in the cold?
have you ever been low?.."

Dear lonely isle,

You know how some days everything you touch just turns into shit and nothing just ever comes out the way it's supposed to be?
You know how some days everything you do just doesn't feel right?
You know period days?
You know days you wake up to that you rather wish you were dead?
You know how some days are so difficult to go through? With that runny nose, fits of sneezing, red, puffy, stinging eyes, and a tiredness that just won't go away? And the finishing line is just so far beyond your reach?
You know days you really wish someone was there or that someone could be there?
You know days someone wasn't there?
You know days when you just go back and cry in your room because everything somehow just turned out so horrible?

You know days you never felt more alone?

Do you?

Today was one of those days.

love, joyce.