I Don't

"..I don't wanna close my eyes,
I don't wanna fall asleep,
cos I'd miss you baby,
and I don't wanna miss a thing,
cos even when I dream of you,
the sweetest dream will never do,
I'd still miss you baby
and I don't wanna miss a thing.."

Dear lonely isle,

Do you believe in long distance relationships?
To be honest, I don't.

If we're meant to last, we'll last.
But I don't buy that crap.
Being apart would mean working harder at us, and maybe finding more ways to be together even when we're so far apart.

I don't look forward to being away.
I don't look forward to missing him more than I already do.
I don't look forward to not feeling his touch when I need him.
I don't look forward to not being able to talk to him, to not hold his hand whenever I feel like it, and not kissing him when his face is just so near..

I guess I'd just miss him too much.

And his lovely lovely massages too..

But it's not something I can change, so what is a girl to do?
Start believing?

I guess we'll see how it goes..
What do you think?

Do you believe?
I don't. But I'll have to.

love, joyce.

Flying Without Wings

everybody's looking for that something
one thing that makes it all complete
you'll find it in the strangest places
places you never knew it could be

some find it in the face of their children
some find it in their lover's eyes
who can deny the joy it brings
when you've found that special thing
you're flying without wings

some find it sharing every morning
some in their solitary lives
you'll find it in the words of others
a simple line can make you laugh, or cry

you'll find it in the deepest friendship
the kind you cherish all your life
and when you know how much that means
you've found your special thing
you're flying without wings

so, impossible as they may seem
you've got to fight for every dream
cos who's to know which one you let go
would've made you complete

well for me it's waking up beside you
to watch the sunrise on your face
to know that I can say I love you
in any given time or place

it's little things that only I know
those are the things that make you mine
and it's like flying without wings
cos you're my special thing
I'm flying without wings

and you're the place my life begins
and you'll be where it ends
I'm flying without wings

and that's the joy you bring
I'm flying without wings.

Flying Without Wings
Westlife

Blessed Be This Girl

"..if it all all falls apart,
I will know deep in my heart,
the only thing that mattered had come true,
in this life,
I was loved by you.."

Dear lonely isle,

I am so deliriously happy... (yes, yes, I know, insafing..)
Well, currently lacking of sleep, water, and credit, but definitely not lacking in love (hehe, not insafing just yet).
Feeling very loved at the moment (hopefully it continues) :)

I AM LOVED. Wheeeee~

love, joyce.